Oxy meets variance

Hey guys,

So today's my biggest losing day ever. I've dropped a quarter of my bankroll, and I'm not too sparkling about it. It's currently at 4.7k. I've reviewed a lot of my hand histories and they're mostly fine, so I guess it's just variance. I've dropped 1700$ since yesterday, which hurts.


Honestly, I don't quite know what to say. I remember Raszi saying once on LP.net, 'i dont know man... its like... fuck poker? fuck it right in the ass?' Yeah, Raszi said it well.

Right now my bankroll is getting dangerously low. I've lost most of my profit for June (so basically let's just wipe out the past 500 SNGs). I don't want to lose all the hard work I've put in, so if I go below 4k, I'm cashing out 3500 very fast. Unless I lose another 25 buyins at the 27s (I've already lost 20) I'm going to grind back up to 5500, hopefully fast, and then go back to trying the 60s again.

Every fucking blog writes about variance and how it sucks and I've always been like 'yeah I'm ready to take that shit' so I'm going to stop my fucking moaning, man the fuck up and lose KK to QQ eight more times. Go fuck yourselves you fucking cuntbags, I'm going to get to 10K by August.